I’ve been straight reading for three and a half hours
I finished Crank. Now it’s time to re-read Glass. I wish I had Fallout. I need to borrow it from someone, or go to a book store. I’ve really been meaning to, but it just escapes me. It’s so weird, looking away from a book when all you’ve heard (but not really heard) is Nirvana in your ears, and the characters voices in your head and all you’ve seen (but not really seen) is the pages turning in front of you and the story playing like a movie in your mind. It’s weird. I wish I could stay in that little world forever.
These thoughts
make my stomach sick /= merrr
i’m going to put on mah swim suit and go lay in the back yard with my ipod, my book, and the sweet, sweet summer sun.
I want to go to inoko’s. best japanese ever.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I feel weird
My head feels numb and my hearing keeps dulling in and out. I don’t like it. Mehh. )=
Today is beat up summer day
everyone was challenging me today, man. my brotha from anotha motha came to visit me and my mom today and he started beating me the hell up chasing me around the house punching me and then i went to my friend’s house and she started beating me up, but i got a few good punches in. despite the fact that i’m a terrible puncher, i lift my arm all the way behind my damn head and i have no aim what so ever, i got dat bitch tho. kinda XD then her friend, who is a damn giant decided to join in and try to light me on fire and gave me a fuckin’ super wedgie, picking me up by my damn shorts -___- and head locking me. mann. i’m a tiny little summer. i already got bruises all over me and it’s only been a damn hour. jeeeeeez but i got to hold a pet rat, that was cool he was just chillin’ on my shoulder. and i borrowed/jacked Devil’s Rejects and Dare Devil from Victoria. hahah. when i was leaving i ran down her stairs and said woooooooooooooo! thanks for the graduation rentals! ahahaha. she was like goddamnit. i knew you were gonna do that. XDD her house is like a damn block buster. all her neighbors in her apartment complex come over just to borrow movies. she should start charging everyone. XDD cept me. :D merr for some reason i’m all itchy now. and mah back and knees hurt. merrr. i’m almost out of cigarettes too. damn. i had half a pack when i woke up this morning at 10, i bought and opened a new pack at 1, finished it and opened another new pack by damn 6 and it’s almost gone. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. i don’t know whats up with today. too many cigarettes. too many. now imma just reblog shit and maybe start a movie while i wait fo trevor to call meh back. (=
Tomorrow
I want to spend the day doing more rearranging to my room, painting, meditating, reading and walking in the sun.
It feels weird not talking to you before I go to sleep.
Goodnight, beautiful tumblchildren! <3
Well, it’s official…
I am now graduated from highschool. It’s weird. I don’t really know what to think. Although, the first thing that comes to mind is I chose the worst shoes to wear. 4 inch wedges. I had to stand around for an hour before we began marching, and even the three hours (which only felt like twenty minutes) I was seated my feet still hurt. My feet were hurting so badly I couldn’t even keep proper pace when we were first marching to our seats. Our head administrator made a comment on how he liked my shoes when I was walking by. -___- haha. It was great though. Even though I felt very detached most of my highschool career, I am glad I graduated with the class I did. It’s full of some wonderful people. Some I hope to never lose touch with. It was just weird. The past three years I was always on the other side watching the other classes graduate and I never imagined myself on the 50 yard line graduating myself. I had a few moments where I wanted to cry, but I was just so happy. (= I was all good until the row in front of me began to walk. Then nerves really set in. I was walking on stars when I was handed my diploma. I don’t remember anything but taking it in my hand and walking back to my seat with a huge smile on my face. Now I’m ready for a change. I’m gonna start with the basics first. My room. I need new scenery. Soon I’ll be working at Sears with my daddy. Only thing that sucks is his office is in Dunwoody-Atlanta area. Which is almost an hour and a half a way and I’ll have to wake up earlier for that than I had to for school. The pay is good though. So I guess that’s cool. I just need a break right now. I don’t care if it’s just me being lazy. The end of my junior year and my whole senior year has been so. fucking. stressful. I just want some time for rest, growth, change, etc… I’m just so tired now. Overall, it was a wonderful night. I’ll bleed red and black no matter how far I go from this shit town, it’ll always be with meh! (=
